I've lived for 22 years on the face of this small planet. Been baptized filled with the Holy Gohst for 6 years. Lately in my life I as the question. Do I really have a relationship with my one true love? Do I really know how to love him?
The reason I ask such a question is because in my life I've gone through so many questions. Which have all bunched up in my head all wanting to be answered. Which have been driving me almost in to a depression. Like if the economy wasn't enough. I've tried to share my problems but felt ashamed because of all the things I've let passed through. Till tonight when speaking with a friend. He reminded me if I had a relationship with God. While he was speaking I was looking at my life. Seeing all the areas that I was lacking in. In my head it finaly clicked. That I've never really had a relationship with God. This whole time I thought I did but in reality I didn't.
I was walking aimlessly through. Thinking that I knew him but now I need to make a change. To find out what really makes God smile. To know him as he gets to know me. To fall in love with Jesus my love my life my all
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